[s4s] Tribune

>>12673955
do u have any friends to hang out with >>12673955
dubs!
sounds like burnout, have you tried breaking the cycle? like trying to do something you never did before? maybe you just need something new to experience >>12673955
You got dubs, and you're nice, so I'll tell you. It doesn't get easier. But if you take the time to put down the distractions and work on yourself you will find that you are strong enough to rise above this pain. The option and work belong to you, and the first step is acceptance not only of who you are and where you are in life but also the person that you are today. The better version of you is looking back from the future, thankful that you spent the effort to get beyond this hazard. And I'm there too, being proud of you from behind the monitor, sending yet another nice post and checking your dubs.
I love you and you can too. >>12673959
i do but i'm kind of tired of it all, i'm tired of the pressure to perform
>>12673960
i've been dealing with this stuff for months pretty on and off
i try to do new things all the time but then it always backfires and i get too attached to those things and it weighs me down even more
then i feel really guilty about abandoning projects because i cant keep up with them
>>12673963
thank you anon read umineko >>12673975
its on my list >>12673955
get well soon >>12673955
try getting some irl friends, go out and stuff >>12673970
>i'm tired of the pressure to perform
then stop performing and just be urself
it'll be hard at first but u will realize that who u are is more lovable and epic than u thought >>12673970
you shouldn't feel guilty abandoning projects, you should only do what you love, for yourself. if you dont want to do it anymore its completely fine, just go on, you can always go back later if you want to, and if not, its also fine
just do what you want, what you love, what you really enjoy, and if you dont enjoy it anymore abandon them, you shouldnt force yourself to anything that doesnt make you happy >>12673991
well sometimes its like i abandon stuff because i dont have the time and it takes more effort than i can give, but i still wanna do it so i'm sad that i cant sometimes i imagine myself getting the praise i wanna hear for the thing i do to comfort myself then feel guilty about it becauss i think im just being egotistical and end up more miserable because of it
especially when i imagine god or an angel saying those sorts of things to me >>12673995
maybe you just need time, go back to them when you feel like it, and forget about them for a while, if you just try to force yourself you'll only fail which will make you feel even worse and i wish i didnt feel bad for desiring love, everytime something inside me just churns and tries to tell me i cant have it >>12674024
i think it's because u know that deep down ur not ready for a relationship yet. it's only natural to desire connection but u don't want to hurt others in the process >>12674030
i dont know, it feels more like i dont deserve it >>12674037
why do u feel that way >>12674020
only jesus appreciates you touching yourself lol get well soon its okay to not be okay
its okay to fail
do your best
dont give up >>12673975
THIS >>12674187
yeah!!! this anon has it right :)

Your fortune: Average Luck Embrace the authenticity of being an /s4s/er outside of here, it's what I've done and am much happier for it ,:^). >>12673955
I don't have any friends beary, I can't be held accountable for people that refuse to know me in a court of law

Your fortune: Good Luck >>12674825
this is nice board

Your fortune: Godly Luck >>12673995
You need to turn into the pain and realize the focus it gives you. Abandoning things that you have already sacrificed is a reward of its own. The reward is a clear mind lol. >>12676115
you're right, maybe pain should be my focus
pain is my market afterall
i have a business selling gun parts so maybe i should just dump all my passion into that >>12676185
I'm thinking of buying a mossberg model 500
from my research it would be the best weapon to kill myself with
how much do you think I should pay? >>12676188
i saw your thread, and i agree with the anon that said you should use an exit bag, way more peaceful
something that always scares me about a bullet to the noggin is that your body doesnt shut down in the way its intended to, like normally you stop breathing and a wave of important chemicals flushes over you and you kinda just die in the right way, and maybe you get an NDE, while a gun skips that process and interrupts your whole brain
and when you die time slows down so if you shoot yourself you might wind up feeling your brains being scattered across time and it seems like it could become extremely unpleasant
also do DMT before you decide to die, or atleast a heroic dose of any kind of psychedelic
if you're going to kill yourself you might aswell see what lies beyond
if nothing else yea a mossberg works, a turkshit shotgun might be even cheaper and more available, and use a slug >>12676185
Mighty really is what it's all about in the world we live in today, so yeah why not do your part lol especially if you enjoy please don’t kill yourselves ): >>12676202
A child wrote these words >>12676188
okay Katie Stubblefield you try that >>12676209
she must've been stupid. If you hit the brain-stem it's a guaranteed painless death, 100% of the time
and you have to be absolutely retarded to miss the brain stem with a shotgun
she obviously wasn't even trying to aim
from the pictures it look like she pressed the gun against her chin and pointed straight up to her face
she didn't even touch her brain
like wtf how stupid are you if you try to kill yourself by shooting yourself in the head with a gun, and you miss the fucking brain?
fucking dumbass
>>12676205
nta. I'm 50 and my grandma kys'd herself when I was 3 and my uncle when I was 20. you don't realize what you're missing and more over what you're taking away from people. you may never know you had a niece or nephew that came along after you and never got to have an aunt or uncle, you may not care about anyone around you right now but many people will come and go through your life and abandoning knowing them and having them know you forever is a fucking rite shit thing to do because you were unhappy.

>>12676212
yeah a stupid girl, funny thing is now she's happier than when she was trying to blow her head off with a shotty over a fucking boy.

look up people who survived bridge jumping. universally they realized on the way down their problems actually did have a solution and none of them ever reattempted.

stupid are the ones who succeed not the ones who live. >>12674825 god i got home at 5 pm today and tomorrow i gotta wake up at 5 am for work and its already 10:30 pm
it feels like all the freetime i had went by so quickly
i keep getting forced into working more and more hours but my bank account keeps staying at the same point because i consoom more in order to relieve the stress of working more and never get the chance to put the money to things i want >>12676227
so fix it. god damn. >>12676227
The one nice thing about working 12 hour shifts is I get a decent chunk of time off
I don't have to be at work again until Friday night
that's why I'm so drunk right now >>12676244
my employer doesnt give a shit, nobody in that company gives a shit, my pay keeps getting late, i've been given failed promises, my last paycheck was short $70 and they told me it'll be added to the next one, i've repeatadely been called back into work on my way home, i have no clue if they're even withholding taxes properly or not, and i dont get reimbursed for company expenses because legally they dont have to for the exact kind i've been paying
i'd quit but its so god damn hard to find a job that pays the minimum to live >>12676219
Why continue when the selfish gene permeates all of us? The billionaires with all their plutocracy akin to gods will never address the economic despairity with us poor and disenfranchised leading to the cycle of greed perpetually. >>12676219
>Nta
>I'm 50 and my grandma kys'd when I was 3
>Many people will come and go throughout your life and abandoning knowing them
Are you also a woman?

Your fortune: Excellent Luck