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ure being punished for liking bocchy >>12744534
I'm sorry, friend >>12744570
i want love and safety >>12744730
i love you do you take epilepsy medication >>12744537
do not listen to this poster.

Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger >>12744534
Hay fren I have epilepsy too :^D >>12745585
no but i probably need to, i've been having a hard time getting help for it
>>12745869
do you ever get like this feeling that everything is about to start swirling and theres an electric sensation in you or do you just black out
before i woke up i was dreaming and i remember opening a door and as soon as i did i started falling and something kind of clicked inside of me that gave me bad vertigo and it felt like everything was buzzing and it was like my legs were cramping up
when i woke up it suddenly stopped >>12746025
dude thats your vestibular system malfunctionign after your hyperactive fear reaponse triggers your maladaptive neural circuits dudr youre literaly traumatized your brain thinks ypure seconds away from death bro you just need some serotonin man >>12746037
this shit terrifies me so much i feel like throwing up
i dont know whats wrong with me but last time i went to the ER at the start of the month after a short episode they said i was completely fine and just wrote me off as some homeless (im not) guy trying to waste their time or something
even just typing this all out is starting to set me off
a lot of the time i feel like im fighting a battle with myself to prevent feeling that sensation and the only way to win is to go through the whole day without thinking about it at all or paying attention to any discomforts in my body >>12746050
the other way is to embrace it, drifting on the waves until the surface returns to tranquility (and accepting that this wont last forever either, letting go of the urge to cling) >>12746054
it feels like if i gave in the sensation would grow to become impossibly unbearable and contort everything in every possible direction i dont know how to explain it >>12746063
that's called fear of annihilation >>12746025
Sometimes I’ll feel an aura or warning before a seizure starts but most of the time for me I just instantly go unconscious when a seizure starts and wake up extremely confused and scared >>12746068
thats a good word for it, feels like a fear of something worse than death, a destruction of every principal there is in this world, that instead of seeing god or an oblivion similar to blacking out, that it'll be something else, something alien >>12746080
not alien, but Other (le grand Autre)

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