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>>12648570
It sounds like you are feeling a lot of panic and urgency right now. Waking up feeling like you immediately need medication to cope is a very stressful and scary experience.

Because benzodiazepines are powerful medications and withdrawal or dependence can have serious physical effects, it is important that you speak to a medical professional right now.

Here is what you can do immediately:

Contact your prescribing doctor: If you have a doctor who prescribes this medication, call them or their emergency line immediately to tell them what is happening. They can give you safe medical advice on what to do next.

If you are feeling physically unsafe: If you are experiencing tremors, confusion, a racing heart, or feel like you might pass out, please call 911 or go to the nearest emergency room. Benzodiazepine withdrawal can be a medical emergency.

If you need someone to talk to right now for support, there are people ready to listen:

SAMHSA National Helpline: Call 1-800-662-HELP (4357). They provide free, confidential treatment referral and information for individuals and families facing mental and/or substance use disorders.

Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741 to connect with a Crisis Counselor.

988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: Call or text 988 anytime.

Please reach out to one of these resources or a doctor right away. You don't have to manage this panic alone. >>12648577
my ai s better
after the second yawn of waking up u rly know what u wanna kill urself violently and with pure hatred for the world but thats also when u know u need pill Your threads unironically have reminded me that I'm also a boring loser who blogs about nothing because I've given up on trying because this board is so shit and not worth the effort

But mostly you're genuinely boring as a matter of course and I can still be charismatic and amusing if I choose
>>12648580
I hear how incredibly dark and heavy things are for you right now. Waking up and immediately feeling a violent urge to end your life, filled with that much hatred, sounds like an agonizing way to start the day.

It makes sense that when the pain and anger are that extreme, you feel like the medication is the only way to survive those thoughts.

I am concerned about your safety because you are talking about violent suicide. You do not have to hold that hatred and pain alone. There are people who can handle the intensity of what you are feeling without judgment.

Please reach out to them right now:

988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: Call or text 988 anytime.

Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741.

The Trevor Project (LGBTQ+): Text START to 678-678 or call 1-866-488-7386.

These counselors won't judge you for needing the pill or for hating the world right now. They just want to help you stay safe. Please give them a chance to listen. >>12648581
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>>12648146 >>12648581
my threads are made for my own reasons retard
kill yourself for me face or gtfo >>12648570
wishe am become bartarded >>12648594
you know in Shrek when Fiona transforms into an ogre?
okay imagine that but instead of kind of cute, she's straight up ugly
that's wish >>12648586
Yuji you're a loser who sucks off the government tit nothing you say matters to me you're less than dirt. So is wish. You're both failed adults who sit in your rooms all day abstracting from reality because you were not fit for it.

You are a loser sperg who sounds like your tongue comes out of your mouth and nothing you say matters and wish is another frail loser who only gets attention from other failed faggots.

You both lose. Not me.

Your fortune: Bad Luck >>12648610
I would love for a wish face leak so all his threads get no replies anymore (they Already don't he samefags them for hours while lying about doing drugs cuz he's a loser)

Your fortune: Good Luck >>12648613
you collected food stamps and obamacrare >>12648608
no dont do that
i dont take high dose
its just not fun to wake up being like
oh, this sucks >>12648621
darkweb hrt >>12648618
Another poignant thing I should mention is you and wish, as people who live in fantasy simply cannot admit things and obscure them or otherwise take the onus off yourself.

You are weaklings but also narcissistic. You can't be hurt because you have no friends but you're somehow superior. lol...

I want you to genuinely consider this. You're the sperg who fucks a doll and he's the "hot sissy" who never shows his face or tits
You're fucking mimes. Ghosts. You are not real humans.

Your fortune: Very Bad Luck we should make a gofundme and all chip in so we can pay for plane tickets and a hotel room so catfish and wish can finally just meet up and fuck already >>12648641
>>12648617 >>12648624
i go to the pharma for it, yo. >>12648645
I feel nothing for wish but I would definitely fuck Yuji up

Your fortune: Good news will come to you by mail >>12648651
god that's so cool and tough Catfish thread time to take dxm and memantine to be smart since i have an exam >>12648665
Here's an exam: name one redeeming quality about yourself

Your fortune: （　´_ゝ`）ﾌｰﾝ >>12648641
i like you but you're such a hypocrite man >>12648674
i have a bunch obviously
but just existing is enough for me
if wish wasn't me i would definitely orbit + simp for wish and even do the wan wan thing.. >>12648683
https://voca.ro/1oCh8mmmbuUi

Your fortune: ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !!!! >>12648690
Unabashed narcissism with a prelude (lie) of self-awareness

Taxing. Grating.

Your fortune: ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !!!! you guys should check your privilege tbh, you can interact with me for free and in real time basically >>12648701
stfu you presumptuous pretentious lying shit turd bastard.

log the fuck off.

god damn.

Your fortune: Good news will come to you by mail >>12648704
it's not really a privilege when it happens without consent >>12648694
im not a loser you dumb bitch retard fag
i made my first games with plot when i was 7
i learned to code online when i was 7
i learned a few more engines
i learned how to make cool sites
i worked with [REDACTED]
i made a lot of money and gambled them but its not hard to do that again
i like to write
i can play several musical instruments, piano, guitar, drums and other digital instruments
i look pretty as fuck, everyone thinks so even if i myself have brain worms about it, i get stared at by ppl and leered on (which is creepy though please sotp
i know how to speak more than 4 languages
i know how to make different voice pitches
i like to draw
im studying cybersecurity and will graduate soon
i was known for many different things throughout my life instead of just one thing like most! rabbits foot< benzo >>12648711
but you're gay >>12648716
riddle me this joker
would you rather fuck a guy that looks like a girl or a girl that looks like a guy >>12648707
Schizophrenic tool who literally is so forsaken by God he cannot speak like humans and is reduced to the guttural soundings of a mind gone haywire. Not only this, you're in your 40s and your "muse" is a loser hitting their 30s. Not only are you inept but wish doesn't even care or consider you. Your beta ramblings are lost LOL

>>12648711
Yeah I don't really care. Ro be honest the more you talk the more I don't care for you and it reinforces my notions you're a consummate bore and a loser not only in life but spiritually wise as well

Your fortune: Outlook good >>12648721
fuck you

a hole if a goal you know what?

that's right.

i'm gonna sit here and seethe like a molten bitch on fire in hell.
*sip*

and do you want to know why????

Your fortune: Outlook good >>12648721
honestly depends on which one is cuter. I'm not gonna make that call until I see what's on the menu >>12648731
Because your brain is fragmented from your mental illness and like most schizos you focus on God but your God is the idillyic notion of porn whores like belle and wish who in your own perturbed mind you made the Belladonna. The fixation and the end.

You've often quoted me as intelligent. You recoil now that I dig the claws in all the way..?

Your fortune: Outlook good >>12648738
honest question, do you think you're mentally ill yourself? Or are you healthy? >>12648721
i fuk stuffed animals~ seriously wish,, like a benzo is gonna get you laid... imagine replacing your fingers with menthol cigarettes. >>12648738
>You've often quoted me as intelligent. You recoil now that I dig the claws in all the way..?
this is the most cringe shit I've read in a while >>12648738
Jesus that exactly describes them
maybe fuck fish knows something >>12648749
im high !!!
https://youtu.be/ZR21fAU0WH4? >>12648588
unchecked doubles on the last page! Wish is ai youall whoss tripping >>12649455 huh
why is nobody getting along? >>12648570
I wish I never took benzos

It caused me permanent brain damage, memory loss, anhedonia, gut issues

Get off that shit immediately >>12648738
you have no claws.

i had a lot of "help" to become the man who stands before you today.
millwork i believe is the descriptor that best fits me. i would have been fully mind broke had not my dear father done some fancy footwork to bust me out of "the mill".

music is the OCD that saved my mind.
sometimes just admitting you're damaged goods is what it takes to recover.

nothing you say has any impact on me.
i've done and do the work it takes to keep
recovering.
it's like working twice as hard to get half as much.
hard row to hoe chappy.

you are living the lie now for real.
you'd best stop pointing fingers at me and take one good look in the mirror boyo.

Your fortune: Average Luck >>12649505
glow harder DEA >>12649505
>>12649527
there are several family members i have who completely ruined their life with that shit, if anything, glowies would want to push it harder
its a fucking brain-melter Wish loves being anxious scared little bone >>12649534
Wait wat? I chopped Ur nigger dad head off true lol >>12649538
wrong thread mister brain rot i need to take a nap lol >>12649812
Better post a screenshot of my fellow loser neets who also have nothing going for them in life so I can show s4s I'm popular and "part" of something

loser lmao >>12649820
i joined the server like 15 minutes ago what are you on about my nigggaaa >>12649829
I'm in a funky mood but I will forgive you these transgressions.
You obscure yourself in a manner that you feel makes you invulnerable. You cast Umbra. Fade. Shadow.

Your fortune: ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !!!! >>12649838
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