is it bad to want someone to fall in love with me out of pity
By Anonymous | Updated 04/17/26(Fri)23:41:49
is it bad to want someone to fall in love with me out of pity
i have brain and mental trauma from something really bad that happened to me
i constantly feel tense and unable to relax or anything and i really hate myself
i think maybe a weirdo gf would be nice
I was shot in the head what happened to your brain? it's not weird but it is contemptible >>12907250
i dont really care so long as you're nice
>>12907253
i dont wanna go into the whole thing but sometimes i start feeling kinda loopy and weird and it scares me half to death
like i dont know how i could describe it but it feels so frightening that all i can do is go silent and try desperately to pretend like everything is normal >>12907267
for who
Your fortune: Excellent Luck >>12907272
So you're just mentally ill? Don't heavily imply you have physical brain injuries if you don't. That shit is serious and alienating in ways you cannot understand. >>12907285
you ever see the brain scan of a schizophrenic person next to that of a normal person? their brains look legitimately damaged >>12907293
Do you represent those brain scans of 60 year olds with schizophrenia or are you romanticizing a mental illness you may not even have? Also the loss of cortical tissue with schizophrenia is reversible. >>12907285
they said trauma not injury. that doesnt necessarily imply physical damage. >>12907369
Brain trauma/ traumatic brain injury is permanent structural damage to the brain itself. Words have meanings unfortunately. >>12907375
Your mom is permanently structural brain damage.
Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger >>12907243
weirdo gfs can be a nightmare be careful what u wish for >>12907243
I just want to recognize you and validate you here >>12907243
If your capable then stop asking and make your wish come true, but pick someone that accepts for who you are and be reasonable.
Your fortune: Good news will come to you by mail >>12907285
you're really trying hard to be a special snowflake here >>12907250
You sound perfect. I wish I had a gf like you >>12907285
sorry i didnt go into it all
when i say loopy i mean like i feel like i'm dealing with some kind of confusion
i would also have visual disturbances every so often (patterns, bluriness, tracers), would feel strange swirling sensations in my head, an electric feeling that would shoot up my arm in waves, neck pain, and sudden stabbing sensations in my spine
i've recovered for the most part now other than the constant stress at least
and the incident itself that caused it all very definitely fucked with my brain considering i was seizing >>12907243
I hope you someday find someone that loves you for who you are as a person.
Everyone deserves to be loved.
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