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Guys, is it bad I called 911 on friend's brother because he was drugged amd aggressive towards his mom, screaming, shouting and threatening. He's way stronger and taller than I am and I'm also not part of the family, my friend told me to call because the atmosphere was really violent and I could see that in any given moment those threats could get physical so me and my friend called 911, the thing is that he was fresh out of jail and under parole so any trouble would get him back into jail.

By Anonymous | Updated 06/05/26(Fri)12:27:13

Guys, is it bad I called 911 on friend's brother because he was drugged amd aggressive towards his mom, screaming, shouting and threatening. He's way stronger and taller than I am and I'm also not part of the family, my friend told me to call because the atmosphere was really violent and I could see that in any given moment those threats could get physical so me and my friend called 911, the thing is that he was fresh out of jail and under parole so any trouble would get him back into jail.

And while police/ambulance, don't really knew what they were because I couldn't really see what was happening, he calmed down, they asked me and my friend's some questions and he ended being released but had to sign a paper at the police station.Another thing is that family, especially the mom has domestic violence really normalized in her head, so even this episode was "mild" and "almost nothing" to her even though that her daughter and I were completely frightened and the mom was in danger even if she doesn't see it that way.

Then in a moment I ended up really shaken had a minor panic attack, where I tried to choke myself with my scarf because I felt guilty for this happening, if the brother went back to jail I would have broken a family that is not even mine, though the sister also wanted to dial 911, so I wasn't really alone, but I still feel shaken by what happened and now every damn thought of guilt is filled with suicide. I know I shouldn't feel bad, but I still do, I teared a family apart im not even part from, I really really really hate myself and I don't know what to do
Guys should I kill myself?